19 years 364 days old...

The things I've experienced in 19 years and 364 days have been both good and bad.

1. I have grown to love the most amazing people.

2. I have the most amazing family in my life

3. I've lost 3 grandparents, and 1 parent. 

4. Survived many things I shouldn't have

5. Made really stupid and awesome mistakes

6. Regretted a lot of them

7. Spent a lot of time trying not to regret them

8. Loved unconditionally

9. Graduated High School

10. Gotten on the Deans list at ISU

11.Fought way too much with the people with i love

12. Loved way too many people I shouldn't have

13. Cared enough, too much, and not enough

14. Found the most amazing best friend in the world, all the whil she was right beside me... my Mom

15. Gone through a roommate

16. Kissed plenty of boys

17. Wondered if they were the right ones

18. Gained an amazing Step-dad

19. Gained the most amazing step siblings and nieces

20. Believed that it doesn't matter if they are blood, they are my family and I love them

21. Freaked out about the future

22. Conquered anxiety disorder

23. Discovered I have PCOS

24. Talked way too mcuh

25. Spent wayy too much money

26. Cried

27. Laughed

28. Made A difference

29. Didn't do enough

30. Loved every minute of it.

I love you all, and thank you all of you for making my life an amazing experience. Mom, I'm sorry if the past 19 years 364 days have been hell, but the next 20 will be better. I love you and You're my best friend. Thank you for all that you do! 

Love you all!